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Whistleblowers and Dreams

Steve Russell
5 min readSep 27, 2019

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We Never Made it to the Peach Cobbler, so I Just got a Photo by Sarah Brown on Unsplash

I had one of those kinds of dreams last night where

I was just dropped into it and so my first task was to identify my first task. I was in a restaurant, the name of which was in Cyrillic letters, and there was a young man on the other side of the table who looked vaguely familiar.

Very light brown hair cut fairly short — not reaching his ears — and a shadow on his chin where showed the outlines of a wish beard. That’s where you do not shave your chin and wish you had a beard.

I gave up trying to identify my dinner guest and ran my hand deeply into my right front pocket, only relaxing when I could feel my wallet. In the past, I’ve been dropped by a dream into a situation where I was expected to cover the tab without money.

How did I know that my wallet contained money and credit cards? I just knew. It usually does, and finding it in my front pocket was a reassuring tether to reality.

How did I know that I was expected to cover the tab? I just knew. This was a white tablecloth joint and the young man across the table did not look terribly prosperous. The thought led me back to his face and I recognized him.

Edward Snowden. That located me in space if not in time. I was in Moscow. I could only hope the time was within two years of the…

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Steve Russell
Steve Russell

Written by Steve Russell

Enrolled Cherokee, 9th grade dropout, retired judge, associate professor emeritus, and (so far) cancer survivor. Memoir: Lighting the Fire (Miniver Press 2020)

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